Know thy Self....

A little about me...

As long as I could remember I wanted to be married, happy and lot's of kids. Most women want this and will do whatever it takes to meet "Mr. Right". I on the other hand didn't know what type of man I wanted, only that I wanted a husband. Starting on this road young, I was 13 when I started dating was not a good one. Man after man was disappointing not what I truly wanted. But really I never took the time to think about what I wanted in a man and what that man would want in me. Not until after my first marriage broke up. I surprisingly was happy my ex was gone and I felt free. Free to think about me and what would make me happy and what type of man that would be. During my first marriage I was happy to be propose to, and said yes immediately. But once in the marriage I knew I had made a big mistake.

After the divorce, I decided to take the time to find out what I truly liked. I found I love peanut butter and running. As silly as peanut butter might sound it is what I learned about myself. I thought about the life I wanted to live and what type of life would that be in twenty years. Did I truly want kids and if I was playing into a stereotype of what a woman should want for her life.